Hey mav, It really makes me sad to hear that you’re hurting like this but I'm glad that you have come hear to post about it. It's a sign of strength to be able to talk about it! Believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that there is something inside you that is greater than any obstacle. Love you :))
Thank you for the kind words. One of the things that really helps me is to be able to write things. It helps give me perspective.
I am lost right now and I am hoping by writing I am able to find my way back.