I am very familiar with La Madre but would not recommend her to anybody. It is not for everybody. Every journey is different, do not rely too much on what you hear. The Ayahuasca call will occur you if you are desperate enough. One must want and seek Her healing. It is not recreational. But overall, yes, the Medicine will make confront your inner fears, that is why She has healing properties. No pain no gain so to speak... My rapport with La Madre is very Sacred Geometry oriented.
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There are several excellent retreats in Costa Rica for people who do not want to go as far as Peru
yes, I concur, indeed there are legal ayahuasca churchs in the USA
Thank you for your comment! I have spoken to people who had some tough experiences but all agreed they were positive... Strangely for me every experience has been positive and enjoyable... I would go so far as to say that I enjoy them so much I think of them as recreational... I know this sounds strange but it is the truth for me... We are all different! Thank you again for your comment! =)
Most, if not all experiences, are positive in the end. There are tough for the majority, but like I say it is worth going through it for the healing. Graham Hancock speaks the same way. Well very often, She puts you in that 'tight' place and you can only surrender and let go the ego. But any genuine shaman will not recommend the brew to everybody. The call to seek healing has to be strong first. It is a Medicinal Spirit -- and an out of body experience -- after all. And if there are say, 10% of users who can look at it more recreationally, it is all good for me but exceptions do not make the rule.
There must be a reason as why you need a 3rd/4th dose because 2 are generally enough even for the most experienced journeyer. My partner can drink as much brew and still feel a very he could get more. You and him are definitely exceptions.
Thank you for your comment! I agree we are all different... aya is powerful medicine and needs to be taken with care! Upvoted and followed! =)