This is the adventure you've been dreaming of--and adventure of the heart! Oh how fun it is to delve deep within and pull out all that gunky stuff that has been packed in there, trying to hide for eons. Love is definitely a worthy quest! I would image that everyday is a new adventure, and since one really never knows what tomorrow holds, we will see how the opportunity for us all to know your man plays out. "Your man"....hahaha....!!!!
It seems there are some very potent aspects of your new position that are in fine alignment with your skills and abilities. Of course a hand-made experience is one of your fortes. Glad to see you are doing it, questioning, questioning, questioning!!! It is indeed prime time for life-changing shifts.
Thanks for sharing your journey. I'm glad Steemit is providing a permanent place to house your thoughts, photographs and your adventures. Grateful to be meeting you here! Much love to you @loveon! <3
Today is my 54th birthday and I am just now seeing this as it came up as an anniversary post on Facebook.
I am now sitting in the kitchen of Ezequiel and Ovat's home. They are the two young guys I met in Monterrey, Mexico at the beginning of my travels last year. We are doing some awesome projects together. We are all learning a lot from one another and having a great experience.
As far as Fabio goes...He reached out to me a few weeks ago when his father died. I made it clear to him that I wish him luck, love him very much but no longer have any interest in investing time and energy with him.
The last time I saw him I was going to spend three nights with him in his home. During the evening of the second night I received a strong and certain epiphany that I needed to go. We were not fighting. We were not having any tension between us. There was not obvious problem. I turned to Fabio and told him that I am leaving tomorrow, which is what I did. I have never looked back.
I can do better. It's time to move on. He's a beautiful and good man in many ways and I am grateful to have known him and spend a portion of my life on earth with him.
For now, I am having a blast putting my GoE skills to work and watching Ezequiel and Ovat upgrade their skills and develop their sustainable community.
Happy 54th birthday to you @loveon! Glad you're life is unfolding in ways that feel good to you and that you're having many experiences that speak to your soul.
It's interesting how your epiphany about Fabio manifested while you were with him in such a peaceful and clear fashion. That is often how my relationships have ended, by my just "knowing" in a moment that it was time to move on.
Hope your day is a blessed one and that this year your life is more joyous and abundant than ever. Happy EVERything!