You sound like a really great guy. I think that's awesome that you put yourself in that position of not working for a month, (totally relate btw) and letting yourself learn that its OK to do that.
I am of the opinion that its okay to not know what you are supposed to be doing just yet, it is okay to take time to breath and think about it for as long as it takes :)
Liked this post lots, I hope the rest of your week is fulfilling :)