I look up to people who admit their mistakes! This can happen to anyone of us, at any time. Just hang in there and stay out of the bathtub because every cloud has a silver lining. You never know why things like this happen. Strongs my friend. This can't be easy but eventually, you'll see light at the end of the tunnel! Resteeming!
Thanks for the thoughtful comment @ghostgtr.., and that "bathtub" line put a smile on my face -- thanks for saying that, I appreciate it!