Funnily enough @indigoocean I was thinking about you whilst getting some figures together.
I had you in mind as someone who sails through such things with confidence and no worry. 😂
I've been surprised at just how tough this has felt today and the meeting hasn't even started yet.
I've been getting quite tearful about it and have now added the fear of crying in front of the adviser to the stress! 😂
It's not the meeting of course but all the thinking about my future life that goes with it. And, a few regrets (which, of course, are a total waste of energy) about things I could have done differently.
Yep. It's all the stories my head is making up that is causing the upset right now. Let's hope the meeting will put some of that to rest!
Oh I'm sure you'll feel better after the meeting. With these things I do at least. It's the putting it off and as you say "stories in one's head" that causes all the stress. But once it's done, there is clarity.