Hello, Steemit!
For a long time I did not write anything in the blog, because I thought that you tell this to you hooked, and you have like my story. And I decided to tell you my story of love that has touched the hearts of so many people who are watching us! But this story is not about how we lived happily ever after, that's another story ....
This story began not so long ago, approximately, about a year ago, September 18, 2015. We met at a birthday party of a mutual friend. You know, if I then anybody said the two, at first glance, completely different people can be together in the end, I would not believe it, but life has shown quite the reverse side of the coin.
On that day, we hardly talked, exchanged only abrupt phrases, if it was necessary. It seemed that we did not know, and already hate each other ... But how at that moment I was wrong ...
I do not even remember how we exchanged contacts, but that night we started talking. I did not take it seriously, but something in him hooked and hooked me very much.
We became very good friends, but I wanted more, but he is not even close did not admit me over !!! I'm tired to seek his attention and to insinuate to him a serious relationship and I just stopped talking to him.
The most interesting thing is that as soon as I forgot about it, he always appeared in my life again and again, as if on purpose ... All was repeated over and over again, like a vicious circle.
Our communication has long been evolved from friendship into something more, and every one of us knew it, but when I took a step toward him, then he made three steps back ...
We understood each other perfectly, I felt it in the distance, just as he did me, but when I start talking about the relationship came to an end all this big quarrel.
And then one day, I'm tired of all this, I decided to talk to him seriously !!! I told him that more can not be just friends with him, I want more, and if he can not give me that our communication to finish once and for all !!!
It was very difficult to say this, because I knew that things could not go the way I want to ...
Now you must have a question, what he said to me ???
He said that he is very afraid of losing me, but if it would be better me, he lets me go...
You might be surprised ... You can not imagine how surprised and evil at the same time I was ... well, that the choice is made and the way back was no ...
But then something happened that no one could expect the next day, we met on a film in one the cinema in one and the same time, and what is most interesting is that we not see each other, and he recognized me on perfume)
After the the cinema, we met, we behaved like schoolboys, but the words I heard from him just moved me to tears. He said that he can not just lose me so that I am the dearest person for him, he always wants to see next to each other.
You know, I was the happiest man in the world and I wanted that happiness never ends ...
As time passed, we began to live together, it was like a fairy tale, it was perfect, it seemed to me that it is better not to be, and that I got to heaven, each day was better than the last ... We cooked together, went together on shopping ... We did everything together ... it seems that happiness will never end ...
But in one moment changed everything !!!
We started to quarrel often, yelling at each other, sort things out ...
He collected things and went...
I had no strength to endure all this, and when he left the last time, I even did not stop it ... I just do not want it to be repeated again ... I'm tired and I'm tired of all ...
Aware of everything now, I realize that all these quarrels can be avoided that we quarreled because of the nonsense! But now, when we lost each other, we really began to appreciate what had and what went so long, but it was too late, too late ...
It was impossible to stay in the apartment, where everything reminded me of it, and I decided to leave, to go in a completely different city, which is very far away. Of course, he tried to stop me, but it was too late to return everything and start all over again ...
Now I write this post in a completely strange city where I did not know and ask myself whether it was worth all that? And I say with confidence that yes, it was worth, and if it were possible to turn back time, I would not change anything !!! He knows that I love him and I know he loves me, but how will we learn more over time, as they say, time will tell!
In conclusion I want to say, take care of each other and appreciate, what you have !!!
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