I am so sorry for your loss. You are an incredibly kind and generous person. You take so much time to encourage others. If you are this way to strangers, I can only imagine how kind you were to your cousin. Even if we grow apart as adults, nothing can break the bonds created when we are young. I'm sure your cousin cherished the memories he had with you.
You are too kind mate! I think it has hit my brother harder than me as he was closer to my cousin. It just feels very strange though.
Just telling the truth. Yeah that numb feeling at the beginning is surreal. The pain mixed with confusion and disbelief is a terrible combination. All you can do is lean on each other and let time do its job. I wish you and your loved ones the best in dealing with this tragedy. It is one of the hardest things we have to endure. Stay strong.
Thank you.