now), not before when all I could think is Why is this happening to me? But it really did pave the way for me to become who I am now and I can't complain or argue about that ;)@birdsinparadise, thank you <3 You know, I really do see it as a blessing (
You know, it's kind of interesting to say this now upon publishing this but although I tend to speak about my first love (due to its tragic nature that I have yet to share) I am very fortunate to have someone who is impossibly supportive and loving in my life! Don't worry, I have risen as a phoenix and brought in the healing and support I need to thrive ;) <3 Sending you a huge hug, thank you for being here for me!