There was doubt, it was hard to put my hands together. Must've been those demons pushing and pulling me apart. Something, or should I say someone, had attached itself to my spirit. I was misled back then to go in all the wrong directions. I think I found every dark corner. I did everything wrong at least that's what I was told.
Something amazing happened when I awoke spiritually. Talking about an awakening of awakenings that started me on one of the most fascinating, and truthfully, world changing walks in human history. (not bragging) I've literally done something never been done before with God. (we changed recorded history)
The whole story of how it happened is long but I found Him. (in person) You know how The Bible is always telling people to seek Him or seek His face or go after God and you'll find what you're looking for? I didn't use to understand that stuff, not till I started looking for answers. What I found were the answers to many unanswered questions people have trouble believing. I'm striving to reveal these insights because they're so far over the worlds but when fully understood I know it'll help us all with having a greater experience of life.
Ever wonder about something then realize there's no straight answer for that just yet. Actually there is an answer for everything, even life, even a theory of everything. God holds the answer and after finding Him He was willing to share it with me.
(Dikens)
I hadn't a clue as to what I was getting into. It wasn't until I was fully in I thought I might've been in over my head. That thought was fleeting though, I realized I was exactly where I was always destined to be. I was with God, standing upright fighting the good fight.
Had you told me 20 years ago I would be dedicated to God doing the things the we're doing I wouldn't have believed you, in fact I might've even had a few choice words for you. Funny how life changes, one minute we're running circles the next we're making history and lifting the world.
If you're new to our walk, God and I just rewrote human history. Its a really long story but we've published a few books already detailing how. It all adds up too, dates, times, insights, revelations, even the persecutions and suffering for the sake of righteousness. Its like I'm living The Holy Bible in real life, I kid you not, that's what it seems like to me anyway.
Got to love God's sense of humor. He asked my thoughts on The Bible before we started. Back then I didn't have the understanding I have now. Like so many today, I thought we didn't need it. So many people trying to live without knowing what God expects of us. So many in disregard. Its tragic because I meed nice people all the time so far removed from God, unaware of what life's really about and ultimately in jeopardy of God's righteous judgment.
Being caught up all those years ago for all those years, I know why people suffer. I know what they suffer from. I know what they're suffering through wherever they are. It finally made sense when God told me who I AM. I know now I had to go through all the things I did in my past in order to become the person I AM with God.
Fate and destiny are real. Right now every person in the world is either on their way to theirs or in the process of fulfilling the purpose on earth. We all have a job to do. We all have gifts, we're all blessed, we have all been given a reason for having been born.
With life comes the responsibility of learning to live. Sounds easy right. Breathe, drink water, eat when you're hungry. Well there's more to it than just keeping the mind and body functioning. There's the living upright spiritually and striving with God towards forever. This part is one of the most challenging for life. The world says hey, don't do that. Come do this instead, everyone else is doing it so it must be okay.
Wide is the gate. This is a saying in The Holy Bible that speaks about the path and finding the path and staying on it. Picture a gate with a path and that path leads straight to eternity. The analogy of wide is the gate references those who go in with good intentions of walking the path and finding heaven but then veer off course and end up losing their way.
The moral is to know where you stand. Are you upright, are you with God, are you're eyes closed, do you know the way?
If I could give you any advice it would be this. Get into love as quickly as possible and start living a life that's worthy of eternity. Get your heart straight and you'll find not only will you have all you need when you need it but God will give you your hearts desire whenever you ask. Put Him first and see what happens.
If you're anything like who I use to be, it might be hard to get started but try and keep in mind anything worth doing is never easy. You have to have a desire then you have to exercise your faith and don't stop believing.
Be fearless and faithful. Prayer works with belief so stop doubting so much . . .
God bless you.
Hope your life is wonderful.
Thanks for the read.
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