Yes, in the past I've always been the one creating things that bring people together around ideas I care about. But as time goes by, I become less interested in putting out that much energy and also having to be on host mode during everything. I like to chill more. I do have a service project I'm gearing up for, and that will put me with people in a way that is structured and where I have to guide things. That's enough of that!
But I totally get the idea of preferring to be alone if you don't have people you actually enjoy being with!
Since you are just like me, why don't you try what I do?
Before I join a community, I see it as a very interesting community but after some time. I got bored too and leave.
I was once in a reader's club but immediately I learnt how to read, summarize and understand as fast as possible. I got bored of the community and I left.
I know I am a rolling stone, but I have actually gathered the knowledge I want from them and thus I don't find them interesting anymore. Because all we do is to come together and read all day. Which I can actually do while enjoying the comfort of my house.
So I moved over to another club to learn from them and if there is no more mystery to uncover, I leave them for another.
Like i always tell people to know as much as possible.
The more you know is the more you get paid for your services and the less you pay people to render services.