Good to hear that you are taking better care of yourself now, that's important. As far as this platform and coin changing the world... I think a lot of people had that hope when they first arrived on the shores, I know I did. And as we all know, those hopes and dreams never quite work out the way we wanted them to. It was worth a shot I think, a few people were helped along the way. ;-)
As for the girl... her loss my friend! Go out on a date, get laid and relax! Hahaha :-D Enjoy your life best you can, and ALWAYS do what makes you happy, and skip the BS. And if people can't handle it, oh well... shit happens.
Your mission for today is: smoke one up, put on your best you, and go out and have some fun!
You know? I know you get it.
Thanks man.