Deep, man.
I really felt you on this.
Compassion for self while evaluating all of that life-stuff sure is a delicate negotiation and I agree that love and forgiveness are pretty much everything.
Thank you for sharing your details about the 3 months you've grown into this community and what it has been like. I have been here about 5 days now and have made some mistakes and fixes, as well as a few friends who have been helping me along the way.
I'm inspired by this post and your account of what your time here has been like.
You got mad love from this noob, Sir Cork!
Get thee to the minnow pond! https://discord.gg/ns779Gq
Gracias. I'm there! Learning and implementing.