Thanks Lily, god it's hard, but we're doing well through it. Whatever comes, he's the finest little puma beast that ever walked this earth. I think the vision quest to Peru is likely, because he sure as hell doesn't appear to be in Jefferson City.
We've both realized how much better we've become acquainted with everything around here through spending the last four days searching for him. I've found so many plants that I didn't know where so close by....WE HAVE JEWEL WEED?!?!?! How weird is that shit. Lots of it, like less than 500 yards from my house, and I've never ever known it. (it's weird if you knew how dry it is up here...)
Man o' mangosteen! That sounds really hard! I know how hard this is, you knew my puppy Caya who was poisoned by burglars in Pucallpa. I'm sure Chan Chan has gone to join his wild relatives Yonder. And that his soul is hunting the next grand adventure! He is and always will be a great Cat. Give Sydney a big squeeze and remember to allow yourselves time to grieve him. He was family. LOVE!!!