@lifeworship well put, still most people expect a leader so they can follow a clear path,
and more like these wasted years of my life until I started to get wise, and went back to the basics.
:D you've already said it, it takes years to figure out what is going on, ACTIVE YEARS, not youtubes and pills or whatever nutritional additives, go live in a forest and you will learn much more than you tube, sure you will know more from youtube, but what have you learned ? to repeat after me > I am ?