Perhaps it felt more real because the ego was no longer ruling perception. Egoic consciousness, thinking, fear, anticipation, regret, anything that takes us out of the moment, out of reality makes things unreal. We perceive what we think we should perceive instead of what is actually there. It's really easy to be thinking of things that are not here and now, like creating goals or regretting the past, or wondering what to have for dinner. So for me the thing that gives me the best sense of connection is presence. Being in the present moment, and observing every little part of the now instead of wandering into my head generally has a better perception and sensation of reality that comes along with it. Usually I feel most present while on a walk or run, but also during sitting meditation, singing, and yoga.
Great write up man!
Wow your view and perception of life is one I have not often come across very often. It seems to me that you have managed to be "in the now" - something that is one of the most difficult state to achieve. I congratulate you and am a little envious but in a good way.
Thank you so much for the thoughtful response : )
Thanks for the kind words my friend, I'm not perfect though haha. I'm still working on being present throughout the day and despite any circumstances. It's really about letting go and being vulnerable in my experience.
Things like money and supporting my family and about not working on my passions will sometimes pulls me away still, I still have fears, but I've been trying to dive into them lately, whereas in the past I'd avoid them.
BE-ing in the now has been my biggest aspiration the last few years, I find it so valuable and enriching and absolutely fascinating.
It seems like you've found a few methods of being present yourself, in golf and art! It sounds like you're able to let go of the me and just be there with the activity, which is huge. Try making everything an art and learning what your senses and perception can show you if you remain open to them, even if it's uncomfortable. My two cents :)
If you ever wanna chat stop by my blog or find me on discord, otherwise I've got you followed and will be commenting on some of your posts I find interesting!
Hey thanks @jakeybrown - I am following you now - will certainly check out your posts. Good find another who is deep going and a searcher - this is what I love about Steemit