Wow. That is a huge step you took and I couldn't be happier for you. It took courage, and I know how scary it must have felt, but at the end I bet it felt just right.
Congratulations @exyle on your way to FREEDOM!!!
I think you just make my day.
I was in a very similar place like yourself and I was so scared, but I never looked back or regret it, and after you make the final decision and press that button, just like you said, I felt this relief.
I love stories like this when people make these huge choices in their lives towards their freedom and happiness because majority people will not and it's all because of fear of not knowing.
Thank you so much for your comment! It's still a bit weird tbh :)