Will be 23 in August and I just dont remember the last time someone even said something like you looking good, your clothes are nice, your hair looks nice. No one has ever appreciated me or whatever I do in this world. Sometimes i feel like am all alone on a different planet or the ones that will love me or love whatever I do are dead and gone. J Cole said in a song that love yours or nobody will and that keeps me moving. My parents keep saying they love me but they never showed it to me. About 8 years ago i topped a class and they informed my dad about it. This man instead of being happy for his son's success rather said his son only topped a weaker class. What he said really hurt me so bad that i was in tears all night.I told myself that night that my parents will never love me or whatever i do. About 2 week ago i joined steemit and this platform has really changed me a lot. For once somebody loved what i do and am so happy. I just want to say a big thank you to the steemit community for their love.