I actually LOL reading this thanks and no worries, I am totally smiling :D
Your post just happened to spark a bit of a convo between myself and my partner @ausbitbank and we delved deep into energy transfer and basic natural impulses engineered into our genetics - like flight or fight - this is sort of smart to be around or not so smart to be around.
This is why you have to make a conscious effort - we as people often operate on instincts without even being aware of it :) just some food for thought!