I highly recommend some well-planned trips. Very smart to want experts near you. :)
I don't do LSD anymore but I am still open to shrooms. They are a bit less intense and I've had waaaaay fewer bad trips with them. Only once actually.
I would also love to do Ayahuasca with a Shaman. Dream of mine.
Thanks for sharing that experience. Sounds pretty intense. Are you talking about spice, the legal pot stuff? That shit is bad news. XD
Oh yes, I am talking about that stuff... In our town we had Spice, Blackout, Happy Red, Happy Green, Happy Purple...and Happy Multicolor, the one that fucked me up... Blackout was also REALLY REALLY intense, but manageable... I did blackout 2 times, both times I was on the edge...
Of course, when I finally got my hands on real natural pot, I've never touched that shit again. I never had any hallucinogenics (like... the popular ones) cause I am kinda scared of what's inside my head... But I have to do it at some point...
I did that stuff for awhile too and had some really scary experiences. Also, funny story, one time I was smoking spice type shit and was already freaking out from that. I was riding in a car with my boyfriend at the time as we smoked a spice joint and his MOTHER FUCKING WHEEL flew off the car while on the FREEWAY!!! We were fucking spinning out of control thinking we were going to die while on fucking spice. XD
I tend to shy away from hallucinogens now because I don't think my head is a good place to be right now.
holy shit that is actually scary O_O....
Yea, I know... most of us run from ourselves... But since I've started listening Joe Rogan's podcasts (I've started with the old ones from 2010), I kinda want to force me into that because, Joe admits that he consumed psychedelics and that they've changed a lot of things about him...and to be honest, he sounds to me like a person who really is in peace with his own existence...
He kinda jumps from a state of mind to another but I blame pot for that lol.