@earnest has been back and forth wishy-washy with his comments since day 1. Any niceness he is showing at surface-level is meaningless. He will go from being "nice" to telling me to open my asshole for his cock or to kill myself. Nothing new.
I do agree I need to be nicer to myself, that is obvious from the aftermath of last night.
Thank you, and I will try to be nicer to myself. :)