Sorry to hear that you had a fever. Glad you're better though.
Looks like you have a tough decision on your hands. Moving is never easy. The country looks beautiful though and the food looks amazing. I've never been but it looks like a place that I should travel to one day.
Good luck in your decision!
Thank you @leaky20. There are some pro but also cons living in Indonesia. Financially we are good here in Holland and it's not going to happen that we would be sleeping on the streets in worst case. In Indonesia it all can happen.... Yes, you should visit Indonesia one day. Thank you!