Hey Vangelov,
Keep it up, I enjoy your posts. I see you working diligently every day.
As for the contents of your post, western society has completely lost the plot with regards to mating/dating. Feminism has lied to and corrupted women into thinking they can have a full home-family life and a career. It doesn't work that way (men never had it either).
As a result, women put off any meaningful relationships until they are about to lose their looks (or already have). Why enter into monogamy, when you can open Tinder and have 20 different options any night?
They never see the fact that the tide turns around 30 to no longer be in their favor, and the men they now want are off looking for the 20-year-old versions of them are aren't a drag with kids from some baby daddy.
As a result, you get men committing suicide because they have no reason to live - no family, no genetic legacy. Now we have a western world full of pathetic beta male nice-guys.
Ok that was greatly put together, sadly you are beyond right here.. I've always told myself that there is an open world that is free to roam. Sitting in one place, contemplating never ever does anything.
Otherwise the more you force yourself to find beautiful girls to sleep with, the more blinded you shall be in the future.
Thanks for the comment it was quite nice to read.:)