Aye there bad, im kind of the same bout as you go through phases on/off the smokes, but heavily on them now....need to be able to enjoy somethings in life and as long as you no its not forever then its no that bad, you could get hit by a bus the morrow(hopefully not:)) but you no what a mean
good on you pal tho keep it up
I know what you mean, there is a certain gotta love in the moment kind of thing to appreciate as well.
Cheers dude, will see how I get on!