My mama had a Philosophy; which was, she would rather not buy cloths for herself nor use jewelries than for her boys to go homeless unkempt and uncared for
You just defined my mom in a sentence. I know you will miss her and your dad a lot. I know how it feels bro, thank God you found your path here. God be with you my good friend and regards to @peman
This means a lot to me dear brother, bless you bro...