Addiction is shooting up in the nearest Linda's bathroom because you simply can't wait any longer. It forces you to call your dealer at 12:08am because your money just came through and you will be damned if you have to wait until a more reasonable. It's crawling around on the floor desperately hoping to find a random pill or speck of your drugs you droped. It's not just because you can't wait to get. It's mainly because you can't spend another second rocking back and forth, Staring at the clock, wondering why only 5minutes has passed. Addiction is impatient, unforgiving, manipulative. Don't test it. If you think you will go in and stay in control, you will lose and never remain the same again.
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