As Amber said, I have officiated a few times. I am more used to being in front of people, my spiritual path has required it. That being said, it is always hard. Helping to unite people with Love is what this entire existence is about. Keep on being that amazing person you are.
Agreed about the Gospel of Thomas. Many of the Gnostic writings are very inspiring. Like I just posted on your lovely soon to be's post, can't wait to see ya again.