He/she becomes the woman/the man of your dreams when you just met.
The love,care,attention, time,laughter every beautiful thing in one person.
Then you love wholly knowing you have got the one.Time moves on and the love is still at the peak,you are against the world and all odds.
Then time tells,the warmth turns into ice suddenly, your forever love turns cold torwards you.no time, no attention,no communication then you are treated as though you have done something wrong,you start to wonder and try to make things right but all in vain.
Your emotions are torn apart and so are your feelings.with mixed signals,the relationship is cold and dead.
But you will keep hoping that tomorrow will be a better day for you to be loved again.you keep trying and doing your best to make things right forgetting you cannot rise what is dead.
You live in denial because the heart has refused to accept the reality and the signals cause you busy loving him/her and creating excuses for him/her,you still stay with a broken image and a broken heart.
The love you are fighting for turns you sane because its one sided and slowly by slowly you are forgetting yourself and focussing on one person who doesn't notice you no more.
But you are still afraid to let go because you think he/she holds the happiness and your strength. You think you cannot move on without him/her.
Their are regrets,tears,hatred for yourself and questions.life has turned into a night mare literally because you feel you are now neglected,used and denied.you are now desperate to keep the relationship because they make you feel valued and wanted.you fight harder but they just slip away the more but the more you hold on and fight harder the more you are losing yourself.
Yes!its hard to let go but its better while you still can and when you still have the strength to love yourself again and create time for new love.