Yes i truly understand how you feel. I was once paralyzed by this daunting fear, doubt & insecurity in my heart, so much so that it causes me panic attack and the losing of hope. As the years went by, i realize that there is a breakthrough when we choose to face our fears. Something in the atmosphere is changing when we choose to not run away from fear. It shows we have CHOSE courage and hope, despite our fear, challenges, insecurity.
So as we practice choosing the former again and again, the fear will get smaller and smaller, and eventually one day we'll realize fear is sometimes just a trick in our mind to scare us away from our goals & dreams.
You're doing great @jaynie! Thanks for sharing ur experience! :)
What a beautifully insightful response @michelleloh168, thank you! And everything you have said is so very accurate!