~ I am in the last minutes of a relationship, in the last moments that promise to be uncomfortable, tense, and full of uncertainties, but uncertainties that are already predetermined, we know for sure what will happen, so there is no place for surprises or assumptions.
This is already a walking dead, in a few days will cease to exist forever, so I have to finish being aware of that and live, move forward even if it costs. there is no more space to ask for forgiveness or new opportunities, there is no space to ask questions or to imagine what would have happened if that bad situation had not occurred. It only remains to be in automatic mode and let these last ones happen that are of a death that was already announced and with an expiration date.
If you can read this at some point, I can understand your pain and you know it's like that. But human beings are so cruel even to ourselves and look ... I did not learn anything from the first time as you could realize that, however that does not take away the fact that I am sorry and very ashamed of what I did but that's already the case because it does not sound credible ...
In short, the dead who walk soon end up succumbing in the swamp, on the ground, in the mud where they should never go out to wander. It was beautiful, it was beautiful, it was beautiful but it happened (I want it to continue happening, but we know it will not be like that)