Hi,
Just came across you post,
Reading you're post made me realise that I actually have nobady that i can count on except my parents and even then i wouldn't count on them despite showing me weird ways of love.
When you cut off toxic people, you really need good people in your life, because the moment you remove them, you will be lonely and loneliness is a big killer, which often leads to depression.
On the other hand, toxic relationships can make you even more lonely than when it is just you by yourself.
But there is someone there, loneliness is just you by yourself, some people will like that, others no matter how much they can’t help it are reliant on people as a source of happiness, whether they be toxic or not.
Some people are just unique.