I'm not really sure how much of this reality I can control. I've spent so much time on so many failed attempts at controlling everything I think it's best just to stop. The life is a game perspective puts things into a better shade and makes things easier to deal with. I can't help every homeless helpless person I see, but what I can do is be true to my own experience and maybe through that, help others be true to theirs. It's walls of conditioning and cultural differences that get in the way of us all working together and making it work.
Anyways, I've started to do the Jesus thing again.
Wishing you well!