Everyone in this world has a past, sometimes there is a past that we long for, and there is also a past that we do not want to remember anymore. But all that we can not play again, and all that is just a memory for us. Like your past story, that you are part of a gang, it is very impressive, because there you have a life full of challenges, cheerful, happy and a togetherness with your friends. Surely you feel homesick with your past it. Because of the many memories you keep with your friends, but all that can only be stored in a memory of your life.
I also felt that way when I was in school with my best friend. We are always together and always create our own happiness. But now my friend is no longer in this world, he is dead and already happy in god side. All that is just a memory for me. Your story reminds me of my best friend. Thank you @arthuradamson and wish you a wonderful day.
My condolences for losing your best friend, I can only imagine how hard that was for you.
Best wishes to youThank you for your wise words @mukhlis89
Thanks again @arthuradamson, I am very sad and feel lost. But I think, it's impossible I have to always be sad, because I'm sure my friend will be happy also in heaven. Therefore I have let him go, and only a memory that I always keep. Hopefully we can be friends and can to share @arthuradamson