So important to follow those threads in life that bring us in alignment and I applaud your process of reckoning and discovering and I'm sure it will continue to evolve!
Something must have been in the cosmos yesterday because I was struggling reaching reckoning withe structure of my life, my time and yearning for time to take care of myself and trying to figure out how to simplify all of my various pursuits! I too am pulled and long to spend more of my time and give more of myself to the steem ecosystem. That's where my heart is too......and oh how to figure out how to find time for all of it!! Anyway, good to read this and see your process, it's always helpful to witness. love to you!