You are welcome. I do know it's a hard desition. Sometimes what we need are "More choices" but we limit ourselves one way or another.
Sometimes what we need is a little twist in perspective.
For example, "if I were rich", or "if I had lots of free time", these kinds of twists may give us a hint what direction we wanna take.
Without being too invasive I truly wish you can find a "higher" answer.
Best wishes my friend.