I empathize with what you're going through Danny, and I know it's a vast world of difference from being around conscious minded folk in comparison to the mundanes we see in every day life, whom you truly cannot communicate with. I have had the same problem here, they do not seem to be interested in the same ideas, and that makes it hard to form any kind of cohesive group of freedom loving individuals.
I hope you overcome your depression, and I would consider asking if you could help out in building an intentional community down in Texas, if you're able. This will give you the opportunity to do what you love and a change of environment. I am interested in doing the same myself, and would be willing to travel to help out.