That was a tough read and I'm really sorry for what has happened, what's been said to you and about you without you realising. It definitely wasn't in anyone's intention to cause ANY rift, let alone the unwarranted torrent you've received but like @traciyork, @foxyspirit and @plantstoplanks have implied, our doors are always open for you and stay true to yourself, the comments here are a testiment to your friendship 🙂