I really felt lost and just really, really down and scared because I really don't understand what it is
I was even having hard time going out for a nature walk because I felt like something was stopping me, and it didn't make it very exciting for me to go out, which is very strange.
I can definitely relate to this. What scares me the most are the mood swings and thoughts. I know that we all have bad days but this time for me there's something different. I know how I feel when hormones kick in or when I'm having bad days because of something specific but to feel this way for so long without anything sprecific to attach to it, it's really scary.
But I think I'm on the right path to finding the root of this state. And I'm also losing enthusiasm for the things that usually get me excited. Or I do get excited and then like you said, it's like something is stopping me or it's like a cloud of dark thoughts come over me.
I'm glad to hear your days are getting better. I guess we should take one day at the time and focus on the daily improvement. I like what you said about focusing on the positive and not letting the negativity take over.
Lots of love for you, we will get through this! <3
Absolutely. We will get through this, my lovely friend.
I don't know how long this will last and it is so scary, but I have hope and like I said, everytime I feel the bad feelings coming or start feeling so discouraged, right away I get rid of those feelings and replace them with positive, and happy feelings because otherwise I don't know where I would be.
I'm not letting the devil in my spirit and he will not win, I will fight and defeat him with love and kindess and beauty.
Every day may not be Good, but there is something Good in Every Day.I was just reading @avhyaceulip post yesterday and I love the quote she shared:
Keep fighting my friend. We got this. Step by step.
LOVE Conquers ALL.
Thank you ms. @joalvarez for sharing that wonderful quote,
After reading your post dear nina and all the comments here I started to think what's with May, why is it many of us are experiencing the same thing, cause I myself was feeling lost, having a hard time and feeling stress... But having wonderful friends here on steemit, especially my dear sister @zephalexia, mysponge for all of my stress, I felt like everything has its reason, the only difference between all of us, is how we look on each situation, I know It is hard, but finding something GOOD on every day will make us less stress and and happy.... Everything will ve fine dear nina..., 😘😘😘