I like this post, and it's nice you wrote it like a diary , by the way obviosely we noticed you are writing less, your pics are very cool, we can not miss them! I like wheen you said you planted a seed it's a good point and i feel as i did the same in my life lately..
Yes, I think it's important to actually notice those seeds, else life can feel a bit meaningless from time to time. The small improvements and changes are so important for us and I guess the trick is to notice them:)
Thanks very much!