When shit bothers me, it's best I check first to see if I truly need to feel bothered. For the most part I was just having a bit of fun with this, while still getting a few things off my chest. Feels good and a lot people came along with reassuring words. When you've come this far, taking a step down is hard though, because it was so damn hard getting here in the first place, ya know!
I will keep it up, and it is fun in the end so whatever.