Decided to pen this down ....Criticism is permitted so as love...cheers
Smile on the outside.
Darkness overtakes my mind
Words of discouragement
Swarming through my head
What is my purpose?
Is it better to be dead?
Wishing for everlasting joy
My pain gone, evacuated
My soul clean, uncontaminated
My spirit follows, emulating it
Tears flooding my path
Unable to view my craft
My loneliness takes avail
Of my brain under a spell
Unable to function coherently
As my agony has reached severity
Trying to paddle out
But i forever drown
In my pool of distress
With no power to be oppressed.
If life is worth living
Then there's something I'm missing
Am i destined to be sad?
Craving to obtain something I'll never have?
Living a life of uncertainty
The smoke in my lungs, burning heat.
My heart pumping, irregularly
This pain is getting to the best of me.
My body shutting down unexpectedly
Life flashing right before my eyes.
Unable to say goodbye.