Awesome introduction man!!!
You should really start doing things you like, It's a never-ending trap when you need money and you work at something that does not excite you. Over time you will always get sick of it as it becomes a pattern of life.
Thank you for sharing, no matter what you will do you will succeed in the end because you have self-awareness! and it will not allow you to stay down when you know you are able to achieve more and do what you like :D
love the positivity :)