I don't have it in me anymore. It's gone. Those days are behind me now.
It's strange. How life is sometimes.
Maybe I'll change my mind. I went from never wanting to do this again, to doing this again, just to say I'll no longer be doing this again. So that's odd.
Yeah! that's odd. But don't worry mate, life is a pendulum. So, sooner than later we'll see you again over here with renewed energies. Meanwhile, good luck with whatever you want to explore for a while. 
I'll still be around. Just finished posting. Retired.
Yeah, stay around. Just don't post anymore. Keep it simple. You can now simply LiveStream in silence your expertise creating monsters & aliens with Krita. :)
Doubt I'd be doing that. It's strange. Lost all interest in it. Don't feel like starting over. Time to do something else.
Hehehe, I understand. Maybe it's just that you've matured lately and now you're only interested in going into the forest to begin the hard work of creating your own paper where you eventually can express your thoughts only for yourself and restart drawing your new fiction characters IRL. With some luck, you might even stumble upon a new girlfriend who will accompany you and teach you how it's done.