@sauravrungta great post. You really have a quality of self-reflection.
I am an early riser too but i believe most of the time what drives me is a sense of fear, a fear of failure. Which i guess is what drives most of us. It is so hard to discover what one is passionate about. Our judgment is clouded by the success quotient. I always believed that something one is passionate about is a realm of no parameters. You have no rungs to climb only your engagement and self satisfaction matters. Maybe ecstasy is the parameter for it. But such a definition of passion is lost in parameters of success and monetary value of it.
Maybe the way passion has come under the garb of materialistic world it lost its meaning. Even we find it hard to judge what we are passionate about.
I am still in a phase of self discovery but fashion is my world of ecstasy. I am a thinker who is trying to unfold mind through a pen.
Thanks for the kind words :) Yes, it can be difficult to discover what you are truly passionate about and yes, today, the word has bee misused so much that it has almost lost meaning.