I hope things get better for you Mav. I have huge respect for you and fond memories of working together in promo-mentors.
You're someone on steem that I can genuinely say is a real friend, Regardless that we haven't talked for a while.
Take care bro.
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Thanks Raj. I have the utmost respect to you too and remember fondly all the talks we had in Promo Mentors and the stories and poems that you write.
I was inspired at a time to write fiction because of the feedbacks that I would receive from you.
I'm so glad to hear that I inspired you. I remember your stories and especially those that you wrote for 'the finish the story contest.' They were really decent!
I know that hope maybe seems a long way away. I've been there, which is why I know it's a stupid thing for me to start with the platitudes like 'you'll get through this.'
As I can see from this post you're deep in the well of depression and it can be extremely debilitating when people around you intimate that depression is a choice. It isn't! I know, I've been through it. I spent years completely wrapped up by my thoughts, they had compete control. Still, I go into that mindset sometimes but it's less often these days. The things that really brought me a measure of control were exercise and meditation.
I hope you find a strategy to deal with it all Mav.
People don't realise what a super human effort it is just to get through the day for someone who has bad depression.
Take care bro 🙂