THOUGHTS FROM THE RED BOOK
sometimes I feel like I tell my self certain things as an excuse so i wont have to accept or realize my flaws.
then I think that my opinion of my flaws comes from society so there for not valid opinions. But then I realize that this is an excuse. uuughhhh
the fact that I keep going back and forth with this tells me something is up, a conflict is brewing within.
I feel lost but I'm supposed to be. having full faith and knowingness that alls gonna work out is difficult to achieve, but that is because we make it that way. Knowing this doesn't make it any easier. its a constant battle, fighthing my doubts and worries and hidden fear. ( are the worst)
by Jeff lopez