To me you are describing a broken heart! Many had died of a broken heart. It is inevitable we all had experience brokenness by life's storms, but the key here, is no to dwell for to long there, we must develop winds and fly away like an eagle after his own molting.
Broken heart sing sad songs and broken soul says nothing. I express the inner feelings of a broken soul. Its me, i can't say that but yes it could be me. :)