Hi Diary, I don't know what to write! And this is because my day was just like other normal days - BORING. Same things happened again. But as I wrote yesterday, I went to another city and ate Pizza along with choco lava cake...the only reason to go there! But I came back way earlier than usual and so I decided to do some work. But unfortunately, I was not able to unload the flowchart on paper just because I didn't get enough time. However, I did some other works that I mentioned previously. Actually, I am trying to build a funnel with my second website. And so I noted some of the changes I need to complete before going ahead and I am happy I did those changes on time, unlike other days. But still, there are plenty of things I need to do!And about yesterday, there's this one thing I want to write! Every time I go that city, I find that a lot of people there are fake! I don't know what's the main reason behind this but I believe that they want to show themselves better! I don't care about them but the problem is, I don't want to live with these types of people either! I know I don't live there but there is this huge possibility that I may be forced to live there and not elsewhere after my exams! Anyways, that time is very far away and I may/will have to face other huge problems before this! And what I fear if became a reality, I don't even know where I am gonna be in a year from now! 6th January 2018 - when I am writing this. 6th January 2019 - Where I'll be? Probably will remember today! I am thousand percent sure that things will change but the question is what will be the result? what will be the consequences? Time will answer everything but hope that It will not be a disaster or will it be?It's 10:47 am right now when I am writing this and I am scared a heck lot! I know I have written this million times but I seriously don't know what to do? I should study things like how to make a soap? which I honestly don't even like and I know I am wasting my time in these but I have to study these for that stupid grade! Or should I focus on the things I want to do, but I will not get the time for studies which will eventually result in me getting fail in the exams! I can't even do 50:50 in these both because I need a lot of time for each. I seriously need to figure out a solution to this problem as soon as possible and I surely will!And one more thing, yesterday I got to experience the effects of ADD again. And this memory accidentally hit my mind just now, when I am losing my focus again.
Good Day!
Everything will be better, I will be better, I will be there, I will answer!
Good Luck!