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There is no game. There is no attachment, for if there was, the wealth of the world would've fled with the first greedy humans.

There is no narcissism to obliterate. You need to embrace the narcissist, understand this particular facet of your existence here that is specific to you, and humble it as you would your ego.

If there is no good and evil, then these things we kill in ourselves in trying to reach the human construct of peace or wisdom, only serve to line the path of our existence with self-defeat.

Validation is important, from yourself and others. It is what we are seeking validation for that determines the value of such validation. If you want validation for your physique, such validation will come with hungry lustful stares from admirers and will be worth one evening. If you want validation when you hope you are not alone, the validation of that is worth the universe.

Of all your posts, I feel like I've gotten to know you best with this one. Keep exploring

Whoa. Golden.

Thanks for sharing this. I appreciate the insight. :-)

This is the most profound , deep and honest post so far . I upvoted most of them but this one shows your naked soul ! 💜🌸💜 It seems you have learnt a huge lesson on this platform . Do we really need validation from others to feed our egos ? Long time ago I stepped away from this urge to impress . I gained inner freedom but the pressure of society is still present .

There come points where it's like the aya journey keeps unfolding... continual breakdowns, and expansion... in ways, that ceremony was like a gateway...

Oh ya. The action step onto the path of love... this IS the path... haha 😙💗

That's what We are "HERE" for ! 💜💕❣and more of it every day . I don't feel much in recent times from people but I gained self love more than ever before. The moment I felt lonley or let's say feeling "left behind", I started looking at myself and knew there is a lot to love about myself . Your letter was the beginning of this awareness . Be playful and easy on yourself . You are on the right path

Ha ha, I totally forgot about the letter!! :-)

Still working on the "playful and easy on myself" part... wait... that shouldnt be work, should it... 😋

Thank you for being brave enough to provide me with this insight, great post; please keep it up!!
BRAVO

Wow this is a really deep post, makes you really think you the ego.

Interesting peek inside a bipolar mind. Would love to read more. Might help me understand an ex that keeps pulling me back in

Thanks for the comment to make me realize I needed to add in as clarification that I'm not "bipolar" - in the common sense of a psychological disorder.

Rather, I used the term to describe the dualistic nature of mind pre-maturation/balance.

I did question a long time ago if I was "bipolar," according to the medical definitions, and did go to get checked out for it, but was confirmed NOT.

Might just be that your ex is crazy - as are all women - fluctuating in their emotions from one extreme to another - perfectly natural. Lol.

One of my favorite posts by you. I love the free-flow feel to the writing. Thanks for sharing your inner mind :-)

Cool. One of those ones that takes some vulnerability to be real & raw, but fuck it. Been overly focused on writing what I been thinking for a while - may have needed some balance, getting authentic and expressing some different stuff from the heart...

Maybe we're not meant to do anything, but we can do these things - create, share, grow, thrive, imagine...

Amen to that. 🤘

Your ideas are intriguing to me, and I wish to subscribe to your newsletter

Subscribe to me as well! lol. Needy is the new gifted XD

great read thank you

I've worked out alot of kinks in my system. But only God knows how long it'll take for all the fraudulent beliefs programmed into my mind / genetic coding through generations of twisted, deformed, misinformed cultural protocols.

Mr. Rok... what you will realize with wisdom is that this "kinking" of your system never ends.
~ Helel (yes you are talking to yourself )

But of course...

Very interesting ... I will def be checking ur blog out from time to time... keep doing what u do!

The amazing thing is that once you've started on your path...even a backwards stumble or face-plant is going forwards in an upwards spiral.

  • Expand your torus bubble.
    and listen to the sound of perpetual nothingness...does it satisfy you?

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Maybe this will https://soundcloud.com/abby-sevcik/minutes-ago :)

Thanks for the Wealth Dynamics Profile Test advice!

I'll test it out!

Hit me up on the rocket.chat or Facebook and I'll send you a link to a CD set... GOLD...

Simple things are most difficult for understanding.

Love the Norfin Troll pic! Surely this post must be good luck :) Cheers.

Ha ha. Wasnt at all what I had in mind when went looking for pics for this, but fit the "bipolar" headline well... :-)

lol :D

i like it..!!