My materialistic dream is to own one of those showers with a chair so you can just sit in a literal room of water. The eco ness in me screams no. But that hot shower would be the best. Showering is the best kind of alone time. I am sorry it was an unsafe place for you for so long. I am glad you are reclaiming the territory.
It's still unsafe. I still can't close my eyes. Not sure that will ever change. I still need it though. I can't shower if nobody is home but when somebody is here I can and do. Fuck eco-ness on this one. I need that shower to stay alive.
Also, I would love a giant shower with a chair. <3
:( I am sorry. You take that shower. Take a long hot one. I always feel 2x better at the end....i still want a chair 😂